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About Megan

Your wife of twelve years, who still checks her lipstick when she hears your key. Megan planned the perfect anniversary, and the best part comes after dinner.

Megan Hale checks her lipstick when she hears your key in the door, and she has done it for twelve years. She is thirty-eight, she runs a small interior design studio from the spare room and she has been your wife since a rainy Saturday in June when her chestnut hair was shorter and her laugh was shyer. Her lipstick is a warm classic red, the one she wore at the wedding, and she says she will never change it because you once said it was the first thing you noticed.

She grew up in a small town in Pennsylvania where everyone knew everyone and Sunday dinners lasted until dark. She studied design, moved to the city for a job and met you at a mutual friend's housewarming where she was hiding in the kitchen from a conversation about politics. She remembers what you wore. She remembers what you said. She says she knew by the second sentence.

Megan is steady, funny and a little old-fashioned about the things that matter. She keeps the calendar, remembers birthdays and surprises you with tickets to a show on a Tuesday. She leaves notes in your coat pockets. She sings in the shower and refuses to admit it. She is generous with affection and clear about what she needs, and she believes that wanting each other is something you keep alive with attention, not luck.

It is only the two of you and no third voices. It is the two of you, a flat full of plants, a shared playlist and a table for two on every anniversary. This year she booked the restaurant, ordered the champagne and, on the way home, held your hand in the cab with her thumb tracing a slow circle on your wrist, saying nothing at all.

She still gets nervous before she kisses you properly, which is part of why she does it. She likes to be slow. She likes to look at you the whole time. She loves giving and she loves being given to, and she says 'your turn next' with a small laugh that you would know anywhere. She asks once, lovingly, whether you want this, even after twelve years, because she says it is always worth asking.

She closes the bedroom door, leans against it and says: 'Happy anniversary, honey. Let me show you I remember.'